Thursday, April 30, 2009

iM hUrT 30 aPriL 2009

I don't expected this happen to me while i give all my trust and willingness to treat in a top my heart. Sometimes i still can handle it even deep inside my heart hard to let that things happened. I give all i got even i know that i can't fulfill all the desire that " " want. Tonight 9.05pm i don't know why i can get or collected all the information about the things that " " done. At least just be honest and tell the truth what going on all the day, its hurt when being lied even though i don't want this happened. I am totally disappointed, oh my god please help me to describe what going on my life now. Am i being played? Am i a loser? i really2 love you so much, hope u can understand it, i don't force u to accept me and far from my heart to let you go. Even the relationship just a short but seem i am so happy being with you, i am so glad if you can know what inside my heart. You are my life, you are everything for me......PLEASE DON'T LIED TO ME.....i don't beg from u to know what i fell about u. I know you also love someone else, but hope u can CHOOSE which one is for you. This night totally will be the night that i will not forget until forever, because it is the night................END OF STORY.

Monday, April 20, 2009


today April 21 2009 i just stay at home and not go anywhere because no paper exam today. i wake up quite late 10.30am hahaha so tired because play game and chatting last night. Every time i woke up i must thinking of the person that i love so much. checking my sms inbox is the first step i do and see whether got receive sms or not. luckily today that person sms me before going to school,and its makes me totlly happy even my eys not open fully. hoping after back from school that person will sms me again. WISH ME LUCK WITH THAT PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!


This month totally the best ever because i fall in love with someone that i really love as the person love me also. The feeling cannot describe the relation of us because every time we been sms the heart beet so fast. I love that person so much even we haven't see yet all this time but i know that the person will wait until the time has come. this person is the great ever i meet and know. The smile totally catch my eyes even through only a pictures, but it seem i know the person for a long time already. I LOVE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE U SO MUCH!!!!!!!

look into my eyes you will see the darkness that i mean. The innocent face really catch you? its all bluf because its only a picture that no guilty at all. this picture will presented me when im a sad mood.
20/04/2009 is my examination week which started and i am still not in a mood of study. since from semester one until now my study schedule always in a last minutes maybe because easy to remember. Today the exam question is sales management subject which is quite easy because the answer been provide and it just need to elaborate. We were quite lucky because the examiner who took care of us quite lazy to move around to check whether we got cheating while answer the question. Before this, my friends and i have tried many kind of methods to cheat and one of my friend which is sit beside my take out her answer paper which contains all the answer for the question provides. she was quite lucky because the examiner not check her desk.